My sister said something to me today that really got to me.
I thought I'd share it with any of you who are reading.

"Why are you doing this to yourself?
When you die, no one will care if you're fat or if you're skinny.
You should make the most out of  today, and not worry about what you're going to look like tomorrow.
Because it might not come, by the way you are leading your life right now."

It kind of got to me, and is still bothering me.
It is true, but some people just don't understand.
It's not by choice anymore for me.
I'm literally addicted to this lifestyle, I can't stop myself.
I've made my eating disorder a habit that I can't get rid of.

Just if what she said, was as easy as it sounds....